Saturday, February 26, 2011

cultural


story unfolds…

Our team believes in an open, participatory approach to planning and design – where sitting down early enables a strong foundation towards the planning process – as though ‘planting the seeds’;

We listen to stakeholders, elders & core user groups at each step ensuring community involvement. In doing so, our team is guided towards the vision. We embrace the spiritual connection to landscape, colors, the animals, stories – and to shape a work plan or ‘story telling device ‘on how to implement cultural goals towards the overall vision. The open approach will help discover what should be considered in Incorporating Culture into Design & help prioritize the project’s needs accordingly. This process will systematically translate as the foundation towards meaningful concepts, ideas, and plans.‘Storytelling' with 'story-keepers' are focus sessions aimed at initiating dialogue on where and how to begin the learning process; communicating through language is important as it embraces the special nature of how history, traditions, and spiritual connection are passed down from elder to child –an essential relationship to community learning;

The process progresses logically from general objectives to a specific study using community participation for information and guidance. This collaboration encourages involvement and creativity by all participants during the process. The dialogue will ensure incorporation of values pertinent to community members; such as history, traditions and language – cultural values which are vital and honored.

As community planners, we value input, guidance, and share ideas ensuring comprehensive understanding towards the success of building culturally sensitive and community driven projects.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

march 21...

eyes close my faith
you love my fear away
cannot shy this say
smiling thoughts emerge
love so meant
eyes close my faith
you love my fear away

Saturday, February 12, 2011

transition

one week up; it has been quite the momentum breaker - quite the words for this transition, huh? i do not see myself doing this for years as they say...one thing good is i don't have to worry about being laid off from this full time position...i have health insurance and benefits for myself and my children; making more money than before since graduating from architecture school, have an office with a 4th level view; was provided with a full express bus/light rail monthly pass, and will be given a business credit card - SO WHY AM I UNHAPPY IN SPIRIT AND EMOTION!! well, perhaps i grew up in a for profit structure..and that's all i know...i was at the road of readying for creative future...yet that is on a pause - i have to say i do have time to prepare and continue with my ARE Exams! almost there! that is my highest priority and continue to prepare for what i envision a wonderful practice which will become real in 2012....just as i noted in my business plan...i do miss my friends and colleauges -they have been quite supportive...the family has as well -though my emotional connection marriage to my life partner my wife is very much a deep connection..if not the deeper of my beings... we are two yet one yet really we are two minds with different lines...i feel so bad it has come to a point where understanding and communications (and mis-commmunication) are grounds for friction..say i am not good enough...my honesty is not enough...is there really a god; perhaps...yet my faith and belief has not change...i believe in something....and its that slightest belief that keeps me going and gives me the joy things (not everything) will be quite okay....you know what i mean...simplicity is real to me...

Monday, January 31, 2011

pain is reminder it was real....

i am fond of weirdness...or is just an honest emotion that is conflicting...why do i feel this way! one is the physical. -slowly i am healing from my marathon; i am coming to terms with the effort yet the manner in which i ran is still not fitting...and now the emotional part. my emotions have been hammered -though my actions from a previous continues to lay the groundwork for the daily, if not our daily cycle...what seemed normal is now branded as unwilling or ruthless...though certain is one thing...the pain is a reminder it was real. the future is coming. each movement of the sun is timeless...i wonder what it would really be like...soon i will be in a transition...perhaps more than one...fate....muse...fate will not control us...we will be victorious my friends...

days of days - Jan 16

my race experience...Race day – day of days…jan 16-2011…diary
Who knows what the outcome could be or will be…unless one embarks the wonderful journey of pain, suffering, rejuvenation, and success - definitely a process; whatever I had or knew was simple mix with subtle emotions and the many…my body just a vehicle: at gun start…filled with so much adrenaline and excitement (so much energy contained)…it’s no wonder we do this..what a feeling –Team Chances at the start…corral 4; at times I could only hear my own thoughts pounding loudly with slight numb ; I could hear other folks too…looking at everybody’s face…a similar façade – maybe? I kept thinking about my race strategy; trying to keep smiles on….i am leaving good footprints – or least I remind myself I am …; my teammates were awesome; I really enjoy the concept of team…what a wonderful cast of supporters…we know, cause we all endure pretty much the same thing..pain, thoughts of stopping or whatever –however it’s our nature to keep going…finding a second wind…a truth to the madness; I felt this at mile 22; boy was I hurting; like i stated before, once everything is removed, all your running is the faith to believe and get it done..the will and determination to keep going – to not give up..
Back step; I ran great up to mile 11 was running with my wingman…mark –then out of nowhere my left knee cap pop! It never happened before; all of sudden my thoughts overcame me…I was like ‘no, not now!’ – I could not understand – I mean I trained for 20 great weeks..and to feel this weird pain was just fearful; and it was contagious; all of a sudden I was running on this thought after 13 miles (I think I was a 1:54 ½) – bummer..every now and then my left inner knee would flare up with this pin point pain…then I started to cramp up (hamstrings); on Indian school road…saw the family…mom came in from Albuquerque with my three nieces, and carm was there with bre and brandi…definitely a good sight…did give me a good boast even though I was hurting in the legs..they were able to give me some cytomax as well…I felt much better much and tried to run or develop a good rhythm like I was at mile 8; yet I was a mile 17-18, my body was being pushed – I think it was because I started out fast? Yet I felt very comfortable with the 3:45 pacers..hmm…so good I ran ahead of them..my breathing was good – it was my legs (left knee, hamstrings, and quads) – at mile 21ish..saw tim..mr camera man – he got me…hehe…going down hayden (my hood ) was so hard! Around mile 23ish..saw denise..now I had two great teammates running me down….it was so hard here…I wanted to stop but I was running on something..i could barely hear around me…just noise....i was in a totally different emotion; almost like camp pendelton but maybe worst or easy! If you want to know hard, or pain…this is it…at about mile 25, both my quads were cramped! I was running with them cramped! Talk about pain….yet I talk about not stopping through it….and running with a passion and with heart – that was me; seeking a truth




"Keep Believing & Keep Running!"

Thursday, January 6, 2011

team chances prep run sat. jan 8;




team run sat. jan 8...team prep at asu stadium...one last get-together before the show...20 weeks of training...that's what i put in...so bless me...let do this... my coach /great friend denise mavelle above at last month's fiesta bowl race...great momentum with this team...what nexts